UMRAH
بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM
Dear readers,
Firstly i'm sorry if the person who read this is not a muslim. i'm not a person who going to start lecturers about my religion is the best or strongly recommend things that we should do or shouldn't do in islam. lets just have an open conversation, nothing serious and just think that we are going to have a chit chat about new things in life. i just want to share the experience that i already faced it during my first ever visiting Mecca for doing umrah. let me give a short brief about what is mecca and umrah, the simple definition of it based on my understanding. well mecca is a place where all muslim in this world who is capable in wealth and health need to go once in a lifetime for the final reason and no other than that which is to pray for our god, Allah S.W.T. Umrah means paying a visit to Ka'bah which is in mecca, performing Tawaaf ( circumambulation ) around it, walking between Safaa and Marwah seven times.
we can performed umrah anytime in the year and no fixed time required. to me the scenery in mecca is a little bit crowded with people because of its the main place for muslim. you can see a lot of difference faces and attitude of human in this world, it amaze me because i can see the most beautiful faces i ever seen in my life until the worse attitude of human i ever bumped into. we are human of course some of it are good some of it are bad it leads balanced in this life. i really like to observed things that happened here, sometimes i will go out from the hotel alone, yes my parents let me go anywhere that i want alone in mecca because to us its the safest place on earth, so i always sit in the middle of space place where less people coming only cats are moving around there and i will observed people, birds, sky and anything that passed through my eyes and the most weirdest thing that i observed during my umrah trip is that i never seen people that are too into praying and asking help or request from Allah S.W.T in my life.
they seem like very hungry and starving for Allah S.W.T blessing and attention. they cried, howl and give every energy that they had to ask for Allah S.W.T forgiveness. its a weird feeling for me at first but day by day i understand their feelings and i started to feel like them. i don't know how to describe it, its like the feeling of being owned, feeling of believe my god is there watching and taking care of me although my eyes cannot see but my heart beat strongly feels it. every prayers give meaning to me and every prayers and wishes seems strong. that feeling is very special and precious for me, you can only feel it when your feet is on that land.
the feeling of believing with seeing and the feeling of believing without seeing is totally different. its like you really- really into it and feel it just imagined the winds, why do we believe winds are exist because we can feel it through our skin and we can see the trees are swaying because of the winds its the same concept to me, i cannot see my god but i can feel it there in my heart and i can more believe it with all the special things that i have in my life such as families, health, wealth etc and all the wishes that i pray and request with all my heart being granted one by one since i was a child, realised that and if its not being granted it will be replaced with a better one. how can i not believe it, how can i denied it anymore.
theres a lot of unexpected and miracles things happened to me over there. its really a priceless experience for me and after i get back from mecca the miracle keep on going and going, all my wishes being granted one by one and some of it being replaced with a better path. i've been faced with lots of trial in good and bad experience, which i need to made decision and choices that i cannot bare to do. i almost give everything up and everything seems like a mess.
but Allah S.W.T is the greatest, he shows me the correct and perfect way for me to settled everything slowly. it grows me inside and outside to be more and more better person. everything seem perfect now although still got flaws but if we didn't gratitude with what being given we never feel the perfectness in everything always longing for others. i'm not perfect and i also got that feeling sometimes but i need to throw that away far far away so everything will become more and more better. insyaAllah. this really teach me a lesson in life and so i need to shared it. i recommend if you got doubts or question in life and you can save up the money please come here and ask for your way of life and sincere everything all the feeling, just let it go because there is no hijab between human and Allah so no need to be ashamed or keep the ego in self. just let it go. sincere is the key.
i really wished i will visit this amazing place again in future with my family again and future big families. if possible let this place be the last place for us to give up our last breath. in the most good way. insyaAllah.
they seem like very hungry and starving for Allah S.W.T blessing and attention. they cried, howl and give every energy that they had to ask for Allah S.W.T forgiveness. its a weird feeling for me at first but day by day i understand their feelings and i started to feel like them. i don't know how to describe it, its like the feeling of being owned, feeling of believe my god is there watching and taking care of me although my eyes cannot see but my heart beat strongly feels it. every prayers give meaning to me and every prayers and wishes seems strong. that feeling is very special and precious for me, you can only feel it when your feet is on that land.
the feeling of believing with seeing and the feeling of believing without seeing is totally different. its like you really- really into it and feel it just imagined the winds, why do we believe winds are exist because we can feel it through our skin and we can see the trees are swaying because of the winds its the same concept to me, i cannot see my god but i can feel it there in my heart and i can more believe it with all the special things that i have in my life such as families, health, wealth etc and all the wishes that i pray and request with all my heart being granted one by one since i was a child, realised that and if its not being granted it will be replaced with a better one. how can i not believe it, how can i denied it anymore.
but Allah S.W.T is the greatest, he shows me the correct and perfect way for me to settled everything slowly. it grows me inside and outside to be more and more better person. everything seem perfect now although still got flaws but if we didn't gratitude with what being given we never feel the perfectness in everything always longing for others. i'm not perfect and i also got that feeling sometimes but i need to throw that away far far away so everything will become more and more better. insyaAllah. this really teach me a lesson in life and so i need to shared it. i recommend if you got doubts or question in life and you can save up the money please come here and ask for your way of life and sincere everything all the feeling, just let it go because there is no hijab between human and Allah so no need to be ashamed or keep the ego in self. just let it go. sincere is the key.
i really wished i will visit this amazing place again in future with my family again and future big families. if possible let this place be the last place for us to give up our last breath. in the most good way. insyaAllah.
with love
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