putting myself in a pharmacy and science field is really damn interesting. i can feel my life and soul are meant for this field especially for the microbiology subject. i would not throw this experience in pharmacy school like ever because its really bring the best of me to a better state. i admit that i am a stupid and slow student in high school, i would never score good results especially in chemistry, science, maths nor biology but during my study here in university it does change me, i become more smarter and brighter i guess than before and it does surprised me thus it made me push harder. trust me high school doesn't mean that it is a dead end.
my life as a pharmacy student start when i'm being disappointed by the rejection to enter government university after i finished my SPM (high school final exam for Malaysian) and i need to enrol into form 6 in my high school. yeah i did enrol it and i got science field thus made me a bit proud because its really hard to get into science community but some people tell me things that made me change to arts field. what an idiot me. after that, i studied for few month and surprisingly, i hate it because this arts field learns more to the general knowledge about the country etc. i'm not a reading person especially about history, law or definitely not about politics so i really against it at that time. one of my best friend since childhood introduce me to this college and its a private one. when i check the site, its main focus is on healthcare and i don't have any idea what i wanna be at that time, so i just enrol it. whats more better than form 6, right? luckily i got it and i quickly pack my bag and say goodbye to form 6 and hello new environment and challenges.
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| the microbes from microscope |
i don't know why actually i choose the pharmacy field and i don't have any goals or interest at first. i just take it because i wanna to run away from form 6 thats all matters. if someone ask me the question like why do you choose this, which i get a lot during my study time, i just said that i want to realise my aunty dream, i want to get it for her because thats one of the reason i face all the obstacle to make her proud not just runaway from form 6 i guess. i want the feeling of becoming university student and go to new step of life. go through it semester by semester with tears and laughter. thanks to my merciful god Allah S.W.T, i did scored quite good result every semester and i proved myself and others that i'm not stupid and slow gal. its really amazing though, i didn't failed any paper for the 3 years study. its crazy i know. i also becoming more confident in presentation and i get to meet new people. this field is becoming my play area. although it is hard, i admit it but i think that i can still coped with it. i really into being a lecturer pet and adore by them so i did the best that i could. if i want it, i have to kick my but for it. simple. just as you know, tika and laziness cannot being separated. i always do my assignment and task at last minutes but luckily still can finished it and studying in exam week is so not me. i always study for exam on the dawn of the big day. please don't copy this style because i'm a very very very bad student and its very risky. trust me.
i still remember my first housemate girls. we are 10 members and we turned out to be best friends in a snap. we called ourself 'Gayah Generation' don't ask me the reason, i don't have a clue. they are my first pyjamas party mates , i never had one because i'm the only girl in the family and my parents won't allow me to bring friends to sleep at home. so i'm extra excited. we survived all the hardship and exam weeks together. i still remember that we will do revision at night before exam day and we always do last minute study until slept at the living hall. then wake up again to study at 5 in the morning then slept again. its repeating again and again until the final semester. some of us go away to another way and some stay together till graduate. you girls teach me the meaning of bestfriend and i will love you guys forever remember that. i also got other group called 'Donut' group which got 6 members including me ( 3 guys and 3 girls ). why donut? this is because of our plus size body but we always feels warm with each other. and not forgetting my other friend that willing to share happy and sad memories with me throughout this time. everything makes the memories more priceless. always remember you guys through the thick and thin time. till death separate us apart. InsyaAllah.
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| GAYAH GENERATION GROUP |
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| MY DONUT GROUP |
I also started to be active in other activities and i had so much fun. i joined the taekwondo ITF club which i always dream of it since i was little girl. the experience is super fun, i get to joined the tournament, sparring session where i need to hit people face to get points, remembering the pattern and get to enter the team pattern competition and we win the gold medal. i also get the chance to visit Korea and learn taekwondo there. we visit every historical places of taekwondo and do our pattern there. during that time also i get to meet my long time korean friend for the first time in my life and celebrated my 19 birthday. its a dream come true. i get to wear Hanbook and walk along the korean drama street. my final belt is blue tip red and i still keep it in my closet.
we also got kinda like community project where we need to serve for the community and we choose to go to the cancer organisation for a visit. they choose me to be the mc and yeah its also my very first experience. it does open my eyes when i see those children who suffered from cancer since young had to bear with the pain and burden throughout their life journey. sometimes we never care until we feel it ourselves. my task is to carve the smile to their face so that is what i'm doing and working with my classmates make it more super double fun. we play all day. i miss it.
i need to finish 6 times practical session to 6 different private hospital throughout my diploma studies. by doing this i started to developed my self confidence and pharmacy procedure skills. sometimes for 3 month sometimes for only 2 weeks. our college will give us place to stay during our practical and we need to mix up with other course such as nurses, radiographer and physio student. everytime changing the hospital practical we need to blend in with many types of people and seniors. give and take with each other attitudes and patience is the key to survive whe you need to deal with old seniors and staff. we also will have to faced the exam every time we finished our practical session. our lectures will come to the hospital and give us exam and interviewing us about the medicine things. i hate it because i always forget what medicine for what.
day by day finally i finished my last practical and semester. everything seem so precious at that time. its seems like you have to let go all this happy and sad moment with friends and hospital staff. its hard though when you already started to feel like families and get comfortable you need to let go. every time i went to practical i will know each one of my classmates in more closer way as different practical different people i need to work with. some of them turn out to be best friends some shows their actual true personalities that never being revealed. yeah definite an experience.
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OUR LAST DAY PRACTICAL!
WE DID IT! |
At last i graduate in a quite good pointer which i can be proud with myself. its really crazy but i managed to finished it and grateful for all this journey. its been a roller coaster but a good one though.
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THE REASON WHY I CHOOSE TO COMPLETE THIS PHARMACY SCHOOL.
MY AUNT |
WITH LOVE,
- FROMBLOOMTOMOON -
I also started to be active in other activities and i had so much fun. i joined the taekwondo ITF club which i always dream of it since i was little girl. the experience is super fun, i get to joined the tournament, sparring session where i need to hit people face to get points, remembering the pattern and get to enter the team pattern competition and we win the gold medal. i also get the chance to visit Korea and learn taekwondo there. we visit every historical places of taekwondo and do our pattern there. during that time also i get to meet my long time korean friend for the first time in my life and celebrated my 19 birthday. its a dream come true. i get to wear Hanbook and walk along the korean drama street. my final belt is blue tip red and i still keep it in my closet.
we also got kinda like community project where we need to serve for the community and we choose to go to the cancer organisation for a visit. they choose me to be the mc and yeah its also my very first experience. it does open my eyes when i see those children who suffered from cancer since young had to bear with the pain and burden throughout their life journey. sometimes we never care until we feel it ourselves. my task is to carve the smile to their face so that is what i'm doing and working with my classmates make it more super double fun. we play all day. i miss it.
i need to finish 6 times practical session to 6 different private hospital throughout my diploma studies. by doing this i started to developed my self confidence and pharmacy procedure skills. sometimes for 3 month sometimes for only 2 weeks. our college will give us place to stay during our practical and we need to mix up with other course such as nurses, radiographer and physio student. everytime changing the hospital practical we need to blend in with many types of people and seniors. give and take with each other attitudes and patience is the key to survive whe you need to deal with old seniors and staff. we also will have to faced the exam every time we finished our practical session. our lectures will come to the hospital and give us exam and interviewing us about the medicine things. i hate it because i always forget what medicine for what.
day by day finally i finished my last practical and semester. everything seem so precious at that time. its seems like you have to let go all this happy and sad moment with friends and hospital staff. its hard though when you already started to feel like families and get comfortable you need to let go. every time i went to practical i will know each one of my classmates in more closer way as different practical different people i need to work with. some of them turn out to be best friends some shows their actual true personalities that never being revealed. yeah definite an experience.
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